목요일, 2월 08, 2007
Pissed. Period.
Listening to: Choi Jin Young [Boo Jok Han Sarang]Feeling: READ MY TITLEI dun even know how i shld describe what i feel now.
V really drove me over the edge today.
She din give proper instructions, she said i dunno anything, she said i have a major problem with planning, she said i shld do my own proj so if i screw it up, its my own prob..
all just because i accidentally did all kana+amp plates instead of half amp plates n half kana+amp plates.
Hello..at most i make again for u la! Fed up sia.
Add that to the fact she scolded me infront of everyone in the lab. The atmosphere became so bad nobody else dared to make a sound.
Even my fren from another lab was there. N she asked me why V is so badtempered n attempted some small talk to like soothen the atmosphere.
I think everyone is pityin me. N i detest that. But oh well, i pity myself too.
End up i was so pissed i went to talk to swami straight.
N when he asked me to go ask her to go into the office as well, the first thing she asked me was 'so u went to tell swami abt me?'
Obviously right?
She was the one who said i shld do my own proj n she wld explain to the prof why.
So in fact, im helpin u.
She still had the cheek to tell the prof that she doesnt have any ill feeling towards me n its me who thinks that she is illtreating me.
My foot.
The whole world knows she dislikes me lar.
Well at least i got swami to get into her thick head that its humanely impossible to do my own proj at this stage. Just one more month im going to tolerate all this crap from her. After that, pls do not ever let me see u anywhere on the streets again cos i honestly do not know what i will do to u.
Im sick of my life right now.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 6:32 PM